You were suffering alone in pain, but you have me by your side now When tears continue to flow, do not turn away Hug me, cry as much as you want in my arms
assalamualaikum
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| Yanga~ |
hai! recently i have been in the house 24hr/7day. ahh, only going out when there are really things to do out there. lolo. some people in my neighbourhood said that i resemble a frog. ahaha, its not like i look like a frog. it just some Malay's idiom said "katak bawah tempurung". lolol sometimes i think what they said somewhat true. well, its not like im not talking to people, it just i hate talking to these people in this neighbourhood whose are annoyed me with their 'busy body' act.. okay, cut the crap.
ohh, its already 12.00 AM! people, im eighteen now! i can get married without parent's permission. OHAMAIGOD~ what are you talking about tiqah? ohh, My Yanga, you can now take me to Korea with you. myehehe.
oh, Tachangg already wished me. thank you baby. lolol so cheesy.okay people, dont misunderstood me. actually I am here not to announced everyone that today I am 18. lolol
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| such a cute cople. |
recently i have been watched Can You Hear My Heart. and i learned something about life. something about people weakness. something about lacking that everyone has. and i learned to not being weak from that weakness. no one can manage our weakness except ourselves. thats what i learn from Cha Dong Joo who being a deaf person after an accident. he adapt his new silence world . trying to not being ashamed from that by acting like a normal person. talking to a person by reading their lips. no, he read a lip. and he also was having a hard time with his mother who cannot accept his weakness and always deceived people around them. and because of his mom, he lives his life with a lie and full of frustration. he can deceived people around him, but never towards himself. because he, himself knows that he cannot hears no matter how many people he deceived.
Dong Joo once said ;
others can do both, but for me i only can do one thing at a time.
looking at the sky but stop the conversation.
driving a car but no talking to phone
hugs people but cannot have a conversation
talking to a person at one time
thats what he said and i realise how perfect i am to have an ears that can be use. yes, he lost his ears but he hears through people lips and craved it into his heart. and i have been thinking wether me, am i craved everything i heard with my two ears to my heart? though i have an ears, sometimes i dont hear things properly. ohh, how ungrateful person i am.
okay thanks to the drama that i learned a lot. learn that not to ashamed on my own weakness and to accept other's weakness well.
okay, gotta go. i need to sleep. it was a long day for me today. ohh, start from now on, i hate canned food. sigh, that was so tragic with milk's can. xD
~아 티 가~
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