But I cherish the inerasable memories That we cried and laughed together
assalamualaikum
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| swag! |
ohh, due to too many worries, i have been woke up real early these days. sigh. worrying about your own future. thought of your own future. after a week thinking where to go, i chose Universiti Teknologi Petronas. ahh, that need a loott of thought. so, this Wednesday will be a start of my new life. the life living in a dorm with friends. life without mama, abah dan abang. life without astro, unifi! ohh, no more Running Man on Saturday night. no more Music Bank on Friday. no more dramas! living as a university student. bak kata tachangg, daq-daq UTP. bahaha
weh, look at the gif! bahaha, that so swag, SEOB!! yeah, ignore the haters. bahahaha B2ST going to release a new album soon! yeah! B2ST Comeback. Hyunseung's and Dongwoon;s new hairdos! OHMAIGOD! okay, i agree with B2TYS, Dongwoon becoming more handsome with the new hairdo! and hyunseung too! he looks so different!
today, im going to meet my best friends since Form 1. tachang, dila and naddy! ohh, our farewell! lol, thats only count on dila and naddy! yeah, since tachangg will be with me for the next 4 and a half years! bahaha. ship DOUBLE TEE!
a good luck to Intan who will be a Matrik's student! to Atul, anywhere you go, which path you choose, a lot of good luck too. dont forget us and iloveyou! well to Intan, we still can meet there. *doublejerk
and to myself, please be strong! since this is my first time living in a dorm, a lot of things that need to be sort. need to be done by my own. pray for me, people. may i be able to become a better person in the future. cewwahh!
ohh im still in a Mental Break Down Mode. Catch Me! OHMAIGOD, the percentage of NOT BE ABLE to attend is becoming higher and higher. ohh the ticket! the t shirt! Changmin! Yunho! I CANNOT! watching to the greetings video. sigh, mental breakdown lagii~! sokay, tiqah, remember what Li Tyng's mom said, bias or future? bahaha no more courage to choose bias when such question being asked. okay, be strong!
okay, back off! maybe see you next time in UTP? lol. bye! :D
~아 티 가~
I felt a strong wave washing over me Drenching my heart to the deepest corners
assalamualaikum
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| Playful Seob |
hai! here i am after a month and plus plus. bahaha. malas tahap tak ingat. myehehe. though i am only wandering around in the house, i am seriously lazy to do things. hey, at least i started to help mom for house chore okay?
yadaa yadaa i bought a ticket for TVXQ ! Catch Me Live World Tour in Kuala Lumpur !!! myehehe. finally get a chance to be there. bahaha. though Tasha and Me arrived around 8.30 am, we still manage to grab a ticket from a front row. myehehe. walaupun tak sedepan SuShow3 duluh.
i know, i know, this Thursday going to be a big day in my life. lets pray for a happy ending please? no, supposedly a happy starts? please Allah, give a chance to make my parents happy this one time. such a long long time i made them happy. everyday making a troubles in house with my laziness. myehehe. my bad! my bad!
ahh people look at the gif! myehe, KiSeob moment.with Trouble Maker's dance. haha. i cannot!! this guy seriously doing all the playful act every time he can. hahaha. this morning i watched a video greeting from Beast for their Joint Concert with 4Minute. and Yoseob looks really tired and sleepy in there. it just not so like him for being so quite. he didn't do anything other than looking at others and camera. sigh, our eternal maknae should be really really tired due to concerts and their practices for B2ST's new album along with his The First Collage Japanese. Dear Suami, please come back! bahaha
and i found that Junhyung nowadays being soo playful and happy. he actually playing around on stage with the others. disturbing everyone. so not like Yong Jun Hyung. being so talkative on the greeting video. sigh, he must be happy over something, huh? okay. i just found that Hyunseung is a big fan of Yunho! looking at how he was looking at Yunho at one of the concerts shows how much he fan boy him. :D
and Dujun in IRIS 2 is seriously cool! bahaha i cannot believe our Leader can actually being serious and being that matured. haha, he seriously did a very good work in the drama. and the best part is, he is one of the main roles okay? myehehe. Proud B2TY! Black Paradise is awesome. another good work from Junhyung! yeah!
ohh people, you know our @ha_ja_tul actually moves to Senawang after gave me Yoseob Cheer Towel. she told us on the day we celebated her birthday last 2 March. i actually cried the day after when i realizes the fact that she is really moved. well its for her own good anyway. we still can meet her! =D
okay i am off! bye!
~아 티 가~
You were suffering alone in pain, but you have me by your side now When tears continue to flow, do not turn away Hug me, cry as much as you want in my arms
assalamualaikum
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| Yanga~ |
hai! recently i have been in the house 24hr/7day. ahh, only going out when there are really things to do out there. lolo. some people in my neighbourhood said that i resemble a frog. ahaha, its not like i look like a frog. it just some Malay's idiom said "katak bawah tempurung". lolol sometimes i think what they said somewhat true. well, its not like im not talking to people, it just i hate talking to these people in this neighbourhood whose are annoyed me with their 'busy body' act.. okay, cut the crap.
ohh, its already 12.00 AM! people, im eighteen now! i can get married without parent's permission. OHAMAIGOD~ what are you talking about tiqah? ohh, My Yanga, you can now take me to Korea with you. myehehe.
oh, Tachangg already wished me. thank you baby. lolol so cheesy.okay people, dont misunderstood me. actually I am here not to announced everyone that today I am 18. lolol
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| such a cute cople. |
recently i have been watched Can You Hear My Heart. and i learned something about life. something about people weakness. something about lacking that everyone has. and i learned to not being weak from that weakness. no one can manage our weakness except ourselves. thats what i learn from Cha Dong Joo who being a deaf person after an accident. he adapt his new silence world . trying to not being ashamed from that by acting like a normal person. talking to a person by reading their lips. no, he read a lip. and he also was having a hard time with his mother who cannot accept his weakness and always deceived people around them. and because of his mom, he lives his life with a lie and full of frustration. he can deceived people around him, but never towards himself. because he, himself knows that he cannot hears no matter how many people he deceived.
Dong Joo once said ;
others can do both, but for me i only can do one thing at a time.
looking at the sky but stop the conversation.
driving a car but no talking to phone
hugs people but cannot have a conversation
talking to a person at one time
thats what he said and i realise how perfect i am to have an ears that can be use. yes, he lost his ears but he hears through people lips and craved it into his heart. and i have been thinking wether me, am i craved everything i heard with my two ears to my heart? though i have an ears, sometimes i dont hear things properly. ohh, how ungrateful person i am.
okay thanks to the drama that i learned a lot. learn that not to ashamed on my own weakness and to accept other's weakness well.
okay, gotta go. i need to sleep. it was a long day for me today. ohh, start from now on, i hate canned food. sigh, that was so tragic with milk's can. xD
~아 티 가~
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